Kelly Kole Kahian

Is it just me or is everyone’s sleep schedule messed up due to the covid19 virus.

I go to sleep I wake up and again and again etc.. it’s like I don’t know if I am coming or going.

I don’t see why my sleep would be this disrupted but it is?

Not everyone in life that you meet will you get along with. Sometimes personalities won’t mesh. Now I would love for this not to be the case but it’s something that happens.

I would love to get along with w Everyone. I try to brush things off or keep my distance in hopes of eventually getting along.

Unfortunately that has happened to me a few times over the last week. I would love for this person to be ok around me but I can’t make everyone like me. It does bother me because I am human and I do care.

But by me holding it in and then just avoiding this situation today I was so upset that I literally turned bright red and didn’t even know.

I knew I was very emotional and just freaking out. Now I am going over the situation and analyzing my response and my feelings in general.

I tried to ignore, tried to just keep my distance and tried to just be me and nothing worked.

So if the situation or whatever can be rectified I hope so. As of now I am just drained and still upset. I don’t even know if the other person even feels badly for the situation.

I don’t know I just feel like people today are losing their compassion and socializing skills that it shocks me at how unemotional and cold people have become. It’s sad to see this world like this.

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal.

Love leaves a memory no one can steal.

I have always loved the holidays. I love the lights the decorations the energy and the love that’s all around. I have friends that are very much Bah Hum Bug. It saddens me because they notice the rushing, the impatient shoppers, and more. Yes that is around. But I choose to see the love around me and in people I see.

I recently said to a friend and I truly believe we can choose to see the negative things because they exist or if we just change or perspective and open up to love. They might surprise themselves and get the holiday spirit.

So if anyone of you are Bah Hum Bug please open yourself up to the love and positive energy! You might enjoy and be grateful that you did!

I didn’t think it possible for it to feel colder today. But today I can still feel the cold in my bones and I have been back in my home for an hour. Stay warm. Cuddle your family. Cuddle your little humans with fur. Definitely enjoy a nice cup of hot cocoa.

Today I stopped by my friend Joice’s home. Her family is blessed to be very talented with music vocally and instrumentally. As I was in the hallway before entering I heard such beautiful singing and guitar playing it filled me with joy. It wasn’t just the beautiful music but to know Joice her family and her friends were enjoying such pure happiness and joy during thanksgiving brought me such joy and happiness. We see so much In the news and see such chaos around us. That moment was all I needed to fill my soul knowing the peace and love that’s all around us. That is what makes life so special.

I felt like I was walking in on a movie set. But it was real life and real love, real joy. That moment made me thankful because I got to experience it for s moment snd it warmed my spirit. Love really is all around we just need to be open to it snd we see and experience it when we are least expecting it.

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I have so many good things happening but not ready to totally share yet 😎.

All I can say and express is when thing happen in life loss and grief and hen that long time after you feel lost. One day you wake up and know things can and will get better. You just keep getting up living life and one day things just start to look up. Things start to seem better, brighter, and you realize there truly is light at the end of the tunnel you have been in.

So anyone going through tough times of any sort I know from experience life is great and things do get better. I hope any of you who think there’s no hope I want you to know there truly is.

Have hope and faith and you will be ok.

And I wish that your journey brings you peace and happiness.

Namaste!

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I love when it’s cold outside and warm inside. I love when I go to bed and wake up with my dogs right next to me. We are cuddled like an Alaskan wolf pack.

But as soon as I move to show I am awake game over. That is the sure sign to wake up and they turn into bunnies jumping on the bed and jumping on me. But still it’s better then an alarm clock.

Animals are one the best gifts on this planet wild or domestic. They are majestic and can put a small on some of the grumpier people I have known. And can warm the heart of some of the tougher people I have met.

Animals create a bridge a connection between strangers. It’s an amazing thing. Just thinking about it thought I would share.