Kelly Madison Kole

Here is the thing I am in pain! And as much as I try to do mind over matter today it’s not working.

I am spacing out my meds they didn’t give me a lot.

It hurts to even have clothes on bc it touches my stomach where I had surgery and it’s not the surgical entry that hurts it’s inside. It doesn’t feel right. It feels like it’s not positioned correct as if my insides are kind of moving around (yes so gross). Then it feels like it goes all the way to my hoo ha and cramps up. I know I saw one of the best specialists but he didn’t cover this. I need to eventually go back to work. Number one I can’t be in my underwear! Number 2 I can’t be holding onto my stomach as if I am holding it in place and being in my feet all day and being upbeat and not pain being the number one thing I feel is terrifying me.

I know surgery takes time to heel but I am in a different state then I was raised and I don’t know if they think this type of pain is ok but it’s not for me. I can hardly walk to the bathroom without feeling the pain.

If any of you know anything about these lesions on my intestines or heard of it before please reach out tell me! Please!