They are extremely painful and terrifying knowing now what I have. It’s adhesions that squeeze kind of like webs my inner parts of my body. It can be fatal if not diagnosed in time. Thank god I had a great surgeon diagnose me immediately . I got the surgery.
I am back at home with my dogs in my home but the pain I can’t describe. I am cleared to eat solid foods but one bite and I just can’t do more it’s too much for me.
This has nothing to do with diet, lifestyle, or genetics it just can happen.
I am not gonna lie it makes me start thinking about all the things I still want to do. It makes me emotional wondering what’s in store for me. I just have hope and faith. Those of you who know me know I am more spiritual then anything but no matter your belief system hope and faith can carry you burdens far.
I just figured I would update you on my new found reality. Humbling scary and makes me appreciate things I always have but with more intensity.
When I left the hospital yesterday I could smell fresh cut grass it never smelled so good!
Well enough for tonight as always I am here!
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